Will Someone PLEASE Stop the Clock?

I just scheduled Nick's one-year check-up and am all kinds of emotional now. I know it's two months away, but the last 10 months feel as if they went by in 10 weeks. I need more time! But, alas, no matter how I cry or stomp my feet, his birthday will be here all too soon and my sweet baby boy with be a toddler. **Sigh**

I can still smell his newborn head...